CREATIVITY OUTLET #7Old as hell dress that is made up from an oooooooold dress from my mom (the velvet part) and some striped fabric bought 2-3 years ago. The dress was built a few years ago but never worn because the shape was unflattering. 45 mins of work and now I have a perfectly wearable stylish dress.Crazy how mental illness can destroy everything and prevent you from even making garments that you like.

CREATIVITY OUTLET #7

Old as hell dress that is made up from an oooooooold dress from my mom (the velvet part) and some striped fabric bought 2-3 years ago. The dress was built a few years ago but never worn because the shape was unflattering. 45 mins of work and now I have a perfectly wearable stylish dress.

Crazy how mental illness can destroy everything and prevent you from even making garments that you like.

makingjiggy:

did you know your kitties need tents? 

CAUSE THEY DO

» click here to get the tutorial «

OH MY GOD I HAVE TO TRY THIS.
3 CATS, 3 TENTS.

fat-old-sunn:

tastefullyoffensive:

What could possibly be so interesting? [x]

Precious!

fat-old-sunn:

tastefullyoffensive:

What could possibly be so interesting? [x]

Precious!

(via 10000steps)

CREATIVE OUTLET #6 

I can’t believe I did this. Bikini from scratch!

The bottom is a little too big, I was aiming for “comfortable”, but I fear it would fly away in the water when worn… I’ll do a little correction tomorrow morning. I spent I don’t know how many hours on this today, probably 5-6. I was… focused? to say the least.

On another positive note, I would never have expected to post a picture of myself in a bikini. Wow.

Going to yoga a bit…

3nitrotoluene:

i’m drowning in anxiety and I don’t know why. I want to give up on everything, I’m freaking out.

Having a job help me and kill me at the same time. Goddamn it, make your mind, brain. 


Update:
it was a freaking good idea. 20 good mins right before work, I felt so relieved, my low back pain is unexpectedly gone, I could breathe deeply and I felt way more confident. YAY SKILLS. YAY NOT DYING AND MELTING INTO AN ANXIETY BALL.

Going to yoga a bit…

i’m drowning in anxiety and I don’t know why. I want to give up on everything, I’m freaking out.

Having a job help me and kill me at the same time. Goddamn it, make your mind, brain. 

The power of duct tape

I feel like a Mythbuster. I just patched the inner tire on my bike with duct tape. My hopes are really high regarding this. 

(Source : mrsqueenundead)

nevver:

Creative thinking

(via 1000reasonsnottostartmakingart)

just-another-blogging-recoverer:

The Self-Care Masterpost of Masterposts ||
Physical self-care masterpost ||
(& head-to-toe self care) ||
Psychological self-care masterpost ||
Emotional self-care masterpost ||
Spiritual self-care masterpost ||
Personal self-care masterpost ||
Professional self-care masterpost ||
|| I apologize for this taking so long. <3 ||

just-another-blogging-recoverer:

The Self-Care Masterpost of Masterposts ||

Physical self-care masterpost ||

(& head-to-toe self care) ||

Psychological self-care masterpost ||

Emotional self-care masterpost ||

Spiritual self-care masterpost ||

Personal self-care masterpost ||

Professional self-care masterpost ||

|| I apologize for this taking so long. <3 ||

tielan:

cumberpetersleston:

harto-helbig:

netzmare:

scaenica:

[x]

I FUCKING LOVE THIS.

bUT NOTES

thejokertho

I kind of told my sixth grade teacher this in front of the class when she said “Ladies don’t do that.”

I don’t wear dresses often because I feel I’m a truck driver most of the time. Still womanly as hell ;)

(via anna-learns-to-love-herself)

I, hum, never knew radishes made flowers like that. Letting them go, hoping to harvest some seeds.

I, hum, never knew radishes made flowers like that. 
Letting them go, hoping to harvest some seeds.

riced0ll:

endless stories

riced0ll:

endless stories

(via 10000steps)

Today’s harvest at the parents’ place :D
My first real grown brocoli ever, I’m so in love.
Full radishes, thinned carrots so they’re tiny, a brocoli head and some peas. Wow.

The cats are watching.

Yup, everything has a reason.This morning, woke up exhausted. Motivation level, near 0. Sadness level, 8/10, anxiety level, 9/10.  Gotta go to work. Made myself a big to-do list broken in thousands of baby steps to gather some energy and motivation.Did some tasks, went off to work, sighs.Began the day, was informed that I was working with the one horse I dislike the most, Colonel. I&#8217;m a bit scared of him, he&#8217;s rough and he&#8217;s scared so easily. I made a mistake once with him and he bit another horse, I felt so guilty :( So I expected a rough day.THEN SUDDENLY MY BOSSES REALIZE SOMEONE MESSED UP THE RESERVATIONS, and we&#8217;re too many for the people that are coming at the activity. They ask if some of us are willing to get home, I jump on the occasion and now I have a free day, I have another temporary job beginning tomorrow so no money worries, it&#8217;s sunny, I did half the tasks I wanted this morning before work, I think I&#8217;ll go garden at my parents&#8217; place.Eveything has a reason. Have a nice day folks, take care of yourselves xx

Yup, everything has a reason.

This morning, woke up exhausted. Motivation level, near 0. Sadness level, 8/10, anxiety level, 9/10.  Gotta go to work. Made myself a big to-do list broken in thousands of baby steps to gather some energy and motivation.
Did some tasks, went off to work, sighs.

Began the day, was informed that I was working with the one horse I dislike the most, Colonel. I’m a bit scared of him, he’s rough and he’s scared so easily. I made a mistake once with him and he bit another horse, I felt so guilty :( So I expected a rough day.

THEN SUDDENLY MY BOSSES REALIZE SOMEONE MESSED UP THE RESERVATIONS, and we’re too many for the people that are coming at the activity. They ask if some of us are willing to get home, I jump on the occasion and now I have a free day, I have another temporary job beginning tomorrow so no money worries, it’s sunny, I did half the tasks I wanted this morning before work, I think I’ll go garden at my parents’ place.

Eveything has a reason. Have a nice day folks, take care of yourselves xx

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